
Quotes for Writers #91




It is possible that this entry should really be called outlook. I suck at titles. This is something that bugs me from time to time. Eventually it will get better with time. I hope this week opens with us in a positive mindset. Last week was difficult for many people. It was okay for me. I’m praying for those who were not that fortunate.

Over the weekend, I watched the Falcon and the Winter Soldier on Disney+. It is completely different from WandaVision. More like the MCU movies we are used to. I like to think of it as a new comic book. In the same universe with similar themes but told from a different perspective. They introduced new side characters, expanded the lives of the main characters, and put a light on an underlying issue. It is only the first episode, and everyone was just established. The action scenes are lovely to watch, however what will be the story and The Falcon and The Winter Soldier has started off well.
I also watched the highly anticipated Zack Snyder’s Justice League. Better reviewers and pop culture analyst who can explain in depth the meanings and implications of certain scenes and the movie overall. For me I don’t feel like I wasted four hours of my life. I’m glad I watched this film at home. There are things I liked the story felt connected to everything that had happened before and dialogue was believable. I had to watch Justice League 2017 to compare. It had more problems than Henry Cavil’s CGI’d face. However, I liked the lighting and coloring throughout the whole movie except for the big fight at the Nuclear town. I even liked the Steppenwolf design in comparison to Snyder’s Steppenwolf. Snyder’s Steppenwolf was more menacing and had a better goals and motivations. But he also looked more like his boss. Darkseid is gray and so is Steppenwolf.
For the Justice League team, Zack Snyder’s film added more feelings and explained characters’ motivations effectively. Characters who did not have a movie despite what was promised were given a reason to be part of the team. A raison d’etre is the actual term. The first movie was surface and there is nothing wrong with that. The second movie felt in depth and runtime was a factor.
Intense fans will say this is the movie we should’ve had all along. I don’t agree. This is the movie we got because time has allowed it. We are more accepting of it because we have all come to terms with what was done before. Some of us have changed or created new fandoms. Some of us have moved on to more important aspects of life than entertainment. We are all in different mindsets and places. Personally 2013 feels more than a decade ago, than the technical eight years.
As stated in last week’s update, I made a reading list. It has been broken up into three categories, fiction, non-fiction, and comics/graphic novels. Each category has over ten items, the fiction has up to 30. The goal is to complete all in the next 3 months. Select a few to review and feel accomplished. This goal seems odd to me because I have never thought about how I read. I had this problem for a long time. I recognized it and attempted to solve it. But those methods didn’t work. This might also be another method to improve myself by reading. The list will be posted on Wednesday.
It may have been implied before, but I will type it here. I’m stuck on Star Crossed. I don’t know how to unstick myself and I don’t want to skip and come back later to the issue. I want to fix a scene because if I don’t do it here, the problem will come up again, possibly in another scene. I’m scanning my sources for suggestions and anyone reading this is free to comment. I’m giving myself this week to find a method to unstick and then I will move on. I know there will be time to revise, however I feel the problem is fundamental. Success or failure will be revealed next week, I guess.
In conclusion I hope everyone reading this entry is entertained and inspired. This week is full of opportunity and possibility. I hope we all find what we need and be kind with each other.
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First thank you for the likes and welcome followers new and old. I really appreciate it.
Last week I made some announcements on how I was going to manage this website. I didn’t want to call it a plan, because I tend to psychologically run from plans, like my pants is on fire. Even when I make posts like this and the previous one. They are done for accountability. I have yet to come up with consequences. Rewards for no work is no likes or following. Over the last couple of weeks of watching content creators and writers force to apologize or retract their words on threat of being dragged through the internet, I am fine with the few who notice me. And then like the moody writer I am, I’m not. Why isn’t anyone seeing my genius? Full disclosure I am not a genius. I am just an average person with some skill attempting to make it better. Procrastination fueled by fear has been my biggest hinderance in just taking the leap.
A quote from Nelson Mandela said, “It always seems impossible until it’s done.”
I am taking those words to break through my doubt. I wrote that I was thinking about putting out a reading list. I thought it would be an easy post, on Monday. Something to make me feel like I am keeping up with my commitments. Then I thought, what will this list say about me? Will audiences like or dislike the list? Do I want my list to say something about me? I feel deep into an avoidance spiral. With more questions like, are the books on the list going to be reviewed and posted later? Is there a time limit? Why am I thinking like this? How exactly did I make this simple post impossible?
What follows is an understanding with myself. This post will not be the reading list mentioned previously. This post is just the random stuff going through a writer’s mind when she is attempting to make herself look productive. This post will probably not make sense. I understand that some people are annoyed and tired of “writers” complaining about not writing. I don’t think this post is about that essentially. It is though a fringe issue at the time.
The reading list will be posted after some curating, estimation next week Monday. The list has two functions, accountability and fun. It will be ten items; some books will be on audio and the time limit is two weeks. Most of the books will be books I already own. I have over 3,000+ digitals books. I’ve been a member of audible since 2011. My physical booklist is under 50 but it is growing again. So yeah, something like a simple as a reading list will take some thought. When I’m not thinking about this list, I will be writing on the Star Crossed the working title of my romance novel started last year November. The post for this Wednesday March 17th will be a review. I can’t write anymore because not sure of all the details.
I am hoping that this week is productive and safe for everyone. I know that is not likely but that is what I am working towards for myself and I encourages others to do so as well.
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