Updates January 30-February 03

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Just like that, the first month of the quarter is done. Honestly, I have no clue what I have done. I have a planner to track my day, and there is a record of what I am eating, reading, and basically doing; I don’t see progress, and worse I don’t feel it either. This is frustrating, but something that has been dealt with.

None of the stories I have mentioned in previous entries have been shelved. The day job does take a lot of my time. There are times I feel mentally drained and the only thing that helps is an audiobook and Farmville 2 or Cooking Madness. Other times it is a manhwa or manga, I mean they make reincarnation or isekai really appealing. I have yet to decide which book I’ve read in the past, that I want to enter to be a side character or villainess. A book that made an impact on me in the past was Wild Seed by Octavia Butler. It would be my luck to get killed by Doro.

I have been doing re-reads or re-listens of books I liked in the past. I started with Dhampir by Barb and JC Hendee. I wrote about it before. Wild Seed of course is going on the list and the third book on that list is Street Magic by Caitlin Kittredge. All these books are parts of a series but I am not sure if I will continue with reading them all to the end. I wanted to re-read the Murderbot series by Martha Wells but decided to read book 1 from another series the books of Raksura. The Cloud Roads seem seems to be set in an alternate fantasy world. Distinctly different from the Murderbot universe. For education, I will be watching a Skillshare course on content writing and finish listening to 13 steps to evil by Sacha Black and Worldbuilding for Fantasy Fans and Authors by M.D. Presley. Both of these craft books make points that I can utilize in the future.

A brief note on writing. I have started to read what I wrote in Connection Lost. I think my mind was wandering. I started to focus on the lives of secondary characters that should have well-rounded lives but had no bearing on the overall story. Because I know that Connection Lost is a middle story. I got carried away with what could happen and then also got confused. To fix this I am challenging myself to write a summary or synopsis of the whole story of Connection Lost from the beginning to the end. This is important, many of my stories have vague endings, the romances end with the “happily ever after’ and the speculative fiction end with “good triumphs”. The hows and whys are never explained and that has to stop here. I have watched many writing videos, which have suggested different methods to keep track of writing. They have all mentioned that endings are important. They also let us know that we can change it later on but significant points of a story aid the narrative. I will let you know how it is working for me.

That is all for now. Glad that this entry has not been late. I hope it makes sense and entertains for a bit. Please remember to be kind to each other.

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Updates Januray 23-27

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Hello,

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How has everyone been?  I am doing well.  As stated previously, the struggle to juggle a working life and a writing life.

I had planned to write something about the year of the Rabbit. But then the tragedy in California happened and I’m sorry about that. There are a lot of people grieving right now and there is nothing we can do.

In the story Gothic I have reached the novel trigger. There is a problem but I just haven’t been able to identify it yet. It could be that the idea and premise are not as strong as I thought. It was a trunk novel and maybe it should stay that way. I will be taking some time to do research and figure out what exactly is giving me a problem.

The other thing I have been doing is avoiding Connection Lost. I couldn’t name this type of resistance. A hard copy of Connection Lost goes with me to my day job or I can listen to it on my phone. Now I think it is because I feel the spark of that story is lost. It is a very rough draft and there are many errors and inconsistencies, doubts rose up but they are the usual doubts- ie. this story is cliche; this story makes no sense, etc. These feelings builds-up and since I am good at giving up, my fear is that I won’t be able to find the spark of the story and continue with it the end. This was not thought up until I typed it here. This is why I love writing. It has always cleared my mind.

This week along with researching character development. I will be looking into the writer’s mindset. I have a craft book by Joanna Penn that might be helpful. Not sure if I should mention what I am reading or listening to. The manhwa Survival Marriage by Wann went into a confusing narrative for me and I paused on it. I don’t know if I mentioned it before but I started to read a book by Angela J. Ford called Song of the Dawn. I believe it is an Amazon-Exclusive book, therefore free on Kindle Unlimited. It seems to be a series and I plan to read the books available. I am listening to Dhampir by Barb and J.C. Hendee. It is the first book in the Noble Dead series. I have read the series but lost my hard copies to moving between Georgia and New York. The perks of digital books.

That is all I can write for now. I hope these late words find you all doing well. Remember to be kind.

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Jolene

Write about your first name: its meaning, significance, etymology, etc.

It means God will Increase. I read that it is Hebrew but a quick Google search also reported that it is French and means pretty.

My name is popular thanks to Dolly Parton. I believe in the United States it is considered a Southern name. However, my parents are from the West Indies and I was born in New York. My mom found my name in the newspaper. There was a housefire and the baby Jolene was saved. Otherwise, I would be called Stacy.