Maintaining in Creative Chaos

Hello,

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Thanks for the likes and follows. I hope the two weeks of September treated you well. We all know that somewhere in this world, it wasn’t for someone. Because of this, it is hard to remain positive. I maintain my optimism because I want what is best for my family, the world, and the future, and I strive to do my best to improve my actions. I can’t control others, only myself.

With this in mind, I write fiction. I have several writing projects at various stages of development. Some writing experts are against this. It splits focus and can become a problem in completing a story. At times, I would agree, and I’ve tried to keep focused on one writing project. The result is that I would lose interest, inspiration, or motivation for the story. Losing momentum is sometimes expected in the writing process; this fault has been an issue for me in completing stories. My remedy for this is to write shorter stories. However, my thinking process is grand. I came up with the Imperium/Galactic Alliance Universe saga. It is the setting for four distinct stories. These are the working titles in order of when I thought them up: Courier rdx, Dead Girl Tale: Az, Dead Girl Tale 2: Nox, Grave Signals. Although these stories are lovely, intriguing, and complex, I have at least four urban fantasies and two contemporary romances on the back burner of my mind. I don’t want it to happen, but I get overwhelmed. Not sure if that is the correct word for wanting to be creative and not being productive.

To be intentional with maintaining my creativity, I am engaging with some interesting C-dramas and reading a series of urban fantasies and alternate-world manhwas. I am reading the manhwas from the Tappy Toon app. At the moment, I’m looking at 4 alternate world fantasy manhwas. I find them fascinating because, although there is magic and time regression in some form, the characters are initially from the alternate world and not someone from our modern-day world. This is not unique, but somewhat different from the main character being of this modern age, and others due to a vehicle, overwork, or accident. The other series that I’m listening to is the Dark Files, the Shadow and Light series, the Witches of Hollow Cove, and the Witches of New York, which are all written by Kim Richardson. These stories are similar to the I/GA Universe saga. Each series is at least 4 books or more. The setting is New York City and the tri-state area. The main female leads do not know each other but are from the same world, hybrids of the supernatural light and dark. They don’t do the typical vampire/werewolf/dragon love interests. Kim Richardson came up with possibilities I did not think were plausible. Because giants and were-apes need love, too. I don’t know why I’m watching xianxia C-dramas except that I like the opening songs and I’m down for the wigs and costumes. I am well aware that none of these stories has anything to do with space. So occasionally I will listen to short sci-fi stories on YouTube. Some are ridiculous, some are redundant, but they all teach me something about storytelling and are brief.

That is all for now. I plan to elaborate on some of the topics I’ve written about in the post in the future. I may even give a review on a book, manhwa, or TV show. As long as the real world doesn’t intrude too much. These things will be done. I am hoping that until the next post, you all continue to do and be well and remember to be kind.

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I’m Still Here

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Hello,

It has been a while since I last posted. Of course, that was not my intention, but the environment and motivation played a significant role in my failure to keep in touch.

The last post was in February. I mentioned a few things and then went about my business, doing nothing for this site. This should’ve been the end, but I struggle to let go. Above all, I want to do a good job here, but I’m uncertain about what will be best for it or me. I’m well aware that websites are no longer as popular as they once were. Readers are not reading the way they used to. I agree because I’m not reading or listening to books the way I used to. If you’re not on TikTok, the next best thing is podcasting. I even considered doing that for a while.

By the crook, I have to post this. The inspiration to make this readable is very low. Several reasons for this, but the top three are: a. the state of my country; b. the lack of writing career development; c. time management. I’m not writing much about A because this isn’t what the blog/website is about. There are more intelligent individuals on the internet who are disseminating accurate information. B. is harder to write about because there are several factors, and TBH, C is tied in with B. I gave up two days of my day job to rest and recharge my body and brain for writing and environment, but that is not happening. It has been almost a year since the job shift, and I haven’t maintained this blog or website. I am having issues keeping on track.

Two weeks ago, it was my birthday. I am now half a century old, and not one of my overall goals has been met. I’ve come to terms with it. Tomorrow is the first of September and Labor Day. In New York City, it is the West Indian Day Parade. I’m not familiar with the history behind this, as June is typically designated as Caribbean Heritage Month. I will not be on the Parkway. I don’t have the energy for it. I will be at a barbecue with friends.

That is all for now. The plan is to do better and post next week. I hope you had a great August and a better September. Remember to be Kind.

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February Notes

Hello,

Happy Black History Month!

Apologies for the title, can’t think of anything eye-catching yet. It’s been a long time. Every couple of months, I claim to turn a new leaf. I make grand declarations about this site and future works of progress and don’t deliver. 2024 has been my worst writing year. I am not sure how to fix it. The methods that I’ve used have not always helped. Many believe I should give up, but I persist.

I tell myself stories all the time. I listen to or read stories 2/3rds of the week. I always want to talk about stories -development, narrative, etc. I like to know about stories from every media aspect, this includes films- TV or online, games- video, RPGs, TTRPGS, podcasts, YouTube short stories, and, books- audio, print and digital. I once believed I would have a story in all of these spaces. Then 2020 happened and the winds were sucked out of my sails. The strange part is that I didn’t even notice it happening. I was busy chugging along believing that I would make a breakthrough. The years went by and I feel like I am in the same place I was in 2015. I don’t look back but sometimes I have to evaluate and the results are disappointing. Trying to be uplifting and inspirational is difficult.

Here are the things I would like to do for this website. I want to post entertaining, inspirational, and sometimes educational content. I will add a page for fiction and get back into the groove of uplifting quotes for writers. Not sure when things will get rolling but this is stating intention.

This is all for now. Plans to do more. Anyone who would like to leave a comment or suggestion on how to improve this site would be appreciated.

Updates Wednesday, July 31, 2024

Hello Everyone!

Thank you for the likes and follows.

Again, I have failed to be as productive as I wanted.   The days are fast, and motivation is low.  Paltry reasons, but those are the facts.  I have not given up and will endeavor to continue.  I hope you all are doing well also. 

I will be lying if I wrote, I was not affected by the political climate.  I would rant about it here.  That is not what I built this website for. 

This will be posted on the last day of month of July. Congratulations to everyone who reached their Camp Nanowrimo goals.   I live on the fringe of things and didn’t learn until later that Nano had a scandal run through it because creeps have to be everywhere.  I haven’t looked up to see if they have redeemed themselves.  However, I was told that they were working on it.

Despite low motivations, I’ve been thinking about various stories in development.  I write about them here when things are more concrete on paper or digital file.  There is nothing like that happening yet.  This week and weekend will be a review and evaluation of what was working and what is not. 

The overall goal for the quarter is to complete the rough draft of a story in progress.  By the end of August, I wish to complete an outline and a summary of two different stories.   After doing some research, I will talk about these at a later date. 

That is all for now.  I apologize in advance for spelling and grammar errors.  I hope this entry finds you all doing well. Remember to be Kind.  

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